难过的心情和Mark去世一样 当初最喜欢他和lexie最大的意难平 I love you. Oh God— oh, my God,that just came flying out of my face. I love you. I just— I did it again.I love you. I do. I just, I love you. And I have been trying not to say it. I have been trying so hard to just mash it down and ignore it and not say it and… Jackson is a great guy. He is. He’s gorgeous and he’s younger than you, he doesn’t have any grandkids, or babies with his lesbian BFFs, and he’s an Avery, and he liked me, you know? He really liked me. But it was never gonna work out, because I love you. I am so in love with you. You’re in me. You’re like— it’s like you’re a disease. It’s like I am infected by Mark Sloan and I just can’t think about anything or anybody and I can’t sleep. I can’t breathe. I can’t eat. And I love you. I love you all the time. Every minute of every day. I love you. God, that feels good to just say that. I feel so much better. I love you. 还好最后她说了[哭惹R][哭惹R] 一定要在活着的时候把想说的话说了想做的事做了[哭惹R][哭惹R] #ericdane[话题]# #实习医生格蕾[话题]# #mark[话题]#